I haven't blogged in sooo long... I've thought about it many times but just haven't found the time. I have been busy and a lot of good things have happened to me since I last blogged. For One: I went to Colorado with my college friend Nikki, I also am getting a promotion at work, which has made me a happier and more motivated worker. I've had a lot of fun weekends, and have really been enjoying life, but right now I feel like I need a weekend to just chill and get all my shit organized. I really dont know were to start. I decided yesterday that i should have a new approach to organizing myself - and that is that I should set goals for myself on a daily basis Like make a list with Monday through friday and for each day have a task to do to get me closer to achieving my ULTIMATE organization goal. Otherwise I keep putting it off till the weekend and don't ever seem to find time/motivation to get it together.
I have been thinking a lot about all the random "acquaintances" I have. Like I have the conductors on the NJ Transit Train that know me, I then have a security guard / cop guy in the Times Square Subway Station that says Good Morning to me and have a nice weekend on Fridays, I have the doorman of some hotel on my way to work from the 5th ave Subway Station who does the same, The coffee cart guy who I have random conversations with, and yesterday I ran into this guy who used to deliver the fresh flowers to my office and I was like ANOTHER Random acquaintance of mine!!! It's just kind of weird to think about and its like sometimes the doorman of the hotel is not there and I kind of miss him and wonder where he is..... but he's really of no significance in my life, but he makes me smile and is polite and can somewhat brighten my day. WEIRD.
Yesterday I also saw the most beautiful thing on the subway. I walk on the subway and I first see a cute german shepherd seeing eyedog just laying on the subway car floor looking sad and cute. I kept thinking how cute he is and how smart he is and what a wonderful amazing animal he is..... Then I had a brief thought about how gross and dirty the subway car floor is hahahah... Then I looked up and noticed that there was a blind COUPLE, both blind, and they were chatting with each other and they were a bit older and they seemed so happy and so truly in love - Still flirting with each other and feeling each other's hands and skin and laughing and just soooo completely and utterly happy - and I thought THAT IS BEAUTIFUL! I could see other people looking at them with some sort of pity, but I was HAPPY for them - they were happy!!! And I thought what if everyone was blind??? Maybe there would be a whole lot more people completely and totally in love - because people judge too much by sight sometimes..... They really put a smile on my face.
