The Holidays

Happy New Year to you all! I can honestly say that I am looking forward to what  2016 has in store for me.  I am happy to be done with 2015 and to be moving forward.  It's been a while since I have really truly felt that way....I hope that everyone can look forward to the year ahead and feel hopeful that it will be better than the year before. 

I am always slow to warm to the holiday season.  It's such an emotional time, you experience joy and laughter, tears of happiness and of sadness, melancholy, anxiety, road rage, depression, love and warmth, gratefulness, merriness, anger, peace, and chaos. You miss those far, and enjoy those near. It's the bi-polar time of year.  You work hard to play hard. But once I let the holidays in, I find it very difficult to let them go.  

 

 

 

 

 

This year, I started to take down Christmas right after New Years.  This is quick for me.  I usually hold on for as long as I can.  I kind of love the decorations around the house and of course the Christmas Tree.  Our Christmas tree this year was actually my favorite yet, but regardless of that I still was very ready for the "fresh start".  Ready to say goodbye to the Holiday Season and move forward with 2016 as I said at the beginning of this post. 

 

Don't get me wrong, the holidays were great, and having a little babe really just makes you get into the holiday spirit and want to embrace every aspect.  I took quite a few photos of us enjoying things holiday and we had lots of quality family time. It was great. A nice break from the usual grind. I love being a mom, I love my home, I love our family. It was so nice to be able to spend time and enjoy them all.  We did a lot of things as a family, because that is what we are now...

 

 

 

 

 

 

As 2016 opened, I definitely felt a little post holiday blues and  have been thinking about resolutions a lot, another thing I don't typically embrace, but since I am really looking forward to 2016 being an even better year, I think it is always best to look inward when seeking improvement.   We are kind of the controllers of our own destinies, right?  So below is a list of "resolutions" for 2016-- things I would like to be mindful of and focus on:

 

Be Happier

Be Softer

Communicate Better

Focus on health and fitness and my physical self

Reconnect with friends

Be less of a "phone-head"

Take more photos

 

and specifically for my blog, I would like to post more, broaden my horizons - perhaps share a recipe with photos. 

 

Have you been thinking about resolutions?  It's always a good thing to seek self improvement, to look inward, reflect.  Are you portraying the person you want to?  I think about how others view me a lot.  It's so weird to me how you can never see yourself through the eyes of someone else.  Isn't it?  I am going to end this on that mystical note.  Happy New Year to you all! I send you all the warmest wishes for 2016! Cheers!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dedication

So here I am trying to keep my pledge to blog once a week. I usually am extremely anti-computer on the weekend....Today it is snowing, and I am probably going to be stranded in my house... I need to bake some Christmas cookies but I have to wait until my mother is done doing her Christmas baking.

This year I am not in the Holiday Spirit yet. I've done most of my Christmas shopping, I was on a mission today before the snow started falling HARD....I am hoping once I start to bake, maybe partake in a glass of wine and some Christmas tunage I will then be in the Spirit of Christmas FULL BLAST..... It's not that I am depressed or anything of the sort. It just simply doesn't FEEL like Christmas...

I keep getting interrupted by my family and that is one of the things I HAAAATe about being home when everyone else is.... otherwise I feel like I could be quite the homebody. Part of me was actually EXCITED that today was a snow day and Id be locked inside to putz around my house....

I recently purchased Jack Johnson's "En Concert" Special Edition Album and DVD Film..... I am OBSESSED!!! If you are a big JJ fan, I recommend you buy this. The songs on the album are amazing and the DVD is BEAUTIFUL! I always said I would love to MARRY Jack Johnson, and this has only CONFIRMED these feelings. He is just so "obtainable" and "real" - I feel like he is so chill and easy to hang out with. I would love to either be in his band, or just travel with them. They seem like such a fun, interesting, passionate bunch. Maybe I should see if they are hiring any roadies or anything hahaha... This is my mind.

I got my hair did yesterday. I always want to ask the people that work there if they have ever found a tick or anything "strange" in someone's hair / scalp. I never do though. This is again my mind. I also have often thoughts / feelings that I am going to dye young, or I am going to be unable to bear children, or thoughts of what if I just stepped on the gas and crashed my car into or off of whatever is in front of me....I also recently have a lot of thoughts about having a seizure, I don't know why, but I just think, "what if that happened right now"- Maybe it's a fear in me.......